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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Dec 27, 2008 20:39:16 GMT -5
  Amberly came home straight after school, She went into the bathroom standing up and she took her jacket off and placed it next to her bag on the floor and took her top off and locked the bathroom door and then bent down and took a pen knife out of her bag and began slitting her self in places where you couldn't tell, She had a few on her wrists but hasn't show anyone them. Amberly cut again and again then put her top back on and cleaned the pen knife in the sink and put it in her bag and unlocked the bathroom door and went into her room, She locked her door and put her things on her bed and took her top and pants off seeing all the cuts that she has just done and all her old one's. She looked at herself threw the mirror, Why? She walked to her wardrobe and took a long sleeve top out and placed it on herself and a pair of black jeans. She hasn't dressed girlie in ages, Her foster mother kept telling her she has to act like a girl more than a boy which isn't true, She's much of a girl than she thinks.
Amberly cleaned herself up and put eyeliner on her eyes heavily and then brushed her hair. She then unlocked her door and placed her other top and pants in the washing basket seeing her foster mother coming out of her own room looking at Amberly smiling "Have a nice day at school dear?" She asked her. She nodded and walked back into her own room and lay on the bed. As her mother took the washing to the washing machine and sorted threw the clothes noticing a few blood stains on Amberly's clothes. She looked at them in horror all sorts going threw her head. She grabbed the phone and called Tyler, Amberly's and Cassie's real cousin that they don't know about. "Tyler? Tyler? Is that you? I need you round here fast" Her foster mother asked panicking. |
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Post by Tyler Andrews on Dec 29, 2008 19:54:53 GMT -5
After recieving the call, Tyler jumped into his Impala and sped over the the Winchester's house. He pushed the door open hurridely and ran to the house door, running straight through without knocking. Panting slightly and feeling hisback pocket to check his hand pistol was there, he advanced towards the kitchen. He saw the foster mother sat there panicking. Walking over as not to startle he asked, 'What the fuck has happened'
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Dec 29, 2008 20:01:59 GMT -5
Amberly was in her room her music was on loud not hearing anyone come in the house or her foster mum say anything. Her foster mum looked at Tyler has he came in and she pointed at Amberly's clothes "Look at Amberly's clothes, All of them have blood marks on them, What has she been doing? Do you know anything that she has been doing?"She asked looking at him panicking so much. |
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Post by Tyler Andrews on Dec 29, 2008 20:04:52 GMT -5
Tyler looked at Amber's clothes and sighed, 'What the fuck' he muttered quietly, 'Excuse me' he said and he headed for the stairs, atempting to put on his caring big brother act. He liked to think of himself as a big brother to Amber and Cass. He stood outside the door and knocked loudly, hearing the music. Speaking loudly he said, 'Open up now Amber'
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Dec 29, 2008 20:15:03 GMT -5
Amberly sat up hearing someone knocking on her door and telling her to open up she turned her music down and opened the door seeing Tyler stood there, He looked really pissed off and worried, She looked at him confussed. |
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Post by Tyler Andrews on Dec 29, 2008 20:19:01 GMT -5
Tyler walked into the room and grabbed hold of Amber's wrist gently. 'I know what you've been up to' and in one swift movement, her sleeved was rolled up revealing a few slits. 'So Amber' he said calmly, 'Why? I know you have them on your legs and god knows where else but why?' he asked again, 'Is life really that bad? Why haven't you told me already?' he finished letting go and sitting on the bed, removing the gun from his back pocket and placing it in his jacket.
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Dec 29, 2008 20:29:49 GMT -5
Amberly was taken off guard as he saw the cuts and noticed what she has been doing, Amberly looked at him and shook her head and moved away from him "I did it because im the twin who no one cares about, Cassie has everyone looking after her and i get ignored, Do you know how that makes me feel? I hate it, It hurts me." she started and bent down to her bag where the pen knife was and she took it out and handed it him "I didnt mean to make it happen like this but no one cares, No one cares that i saved Cassie, I got no well done or thank you, I just got go to your room Amberly or leave your sister alone" she said to him "Thats why" she ended looking at the pen knife and shaking her head. Whatever he says to her isnt gonna make her change her mind about doing what she has been doing nothing will. |
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Post by Tyler Andrews on Dec 30, 2008 13:16:25 GMT -5
Tyler shook his head and took the penknife of Amber, placing it safely in his pocket and pulling her into a strong hug, 'I care about you more then I care after Cassie. I always watch after you, check on you and make sure your OK, cause it worries me that your not happy. I care that you saved her OK, your a real superstar and your incredibly my favourite twin, your amazing, you batman'
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Dec 30, 2008 13:27:03 GMT -5
Amberly looked at him a small smile appeared on her face "Is my mum ok? Does she hate me?" she asked holding onto him tightly. As she moved away her top rose up and more cuts we're reveled "Tyler even if your saying this to me, it doesnt change anything, im not gonna stop what i have been doing" she said looking at him. "Im sorry" |
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Post by Tyler Andrews on Dec 30, 2008 14:23:25 GMT -5
Tyler stared at her and said, 'No, she isn't alright. She found blood stained clothes and called me. If I was her, I would freak out to. However, she doesn't hate you. No one hates you, especially not her or me', he smiled, feeling her pull tighter against him and he ignored the newly visable cuts, 'What if I do this?' he asked and he leant down and kissed her delicately on the lips.
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Dec 30, 2008 14:27:53 GMT -5
Amberly looked at him in shock as he kissed her but she kissed back for a moment then moved away "No, It doesnt change anything stop it" she snapped and sat on her bed away from him looking at her bedding then at him. |
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Post by Tyler Andrews on Dec 30, 2008 15:04:19 GMT -5
Tyler walked towards her and shook his head, 'What do you mean Amber' he asked, 'Why doesn't this make any difference? I love you and I always have Amber so stop doubting yourself, give all the cutting and suicidal crap up and deal with it' he said. He might have sounded harsh but he had to get his feelings across
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Dec 30, 2008 15:07:18 GMT -5
Amberly glared at him, She couldnt believe him talking to her like that "I'll do what i want, I want to die and you wont be able to stop me" she said glaring at him and standing up walking to her window. |
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Post by Tyler Andrews on Dec 30, 2008 15:26:31 GMT -5
Tyler gulped and walked to the door, 'Look, sorry I can't change your mind. Maybe you should consider a shrink but before, maybe you should go sort things out with that woman downstairs. She took you in as her own and this is how you repay her. Its stupid Amber and you know it, you just don't want to show it'.
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Dec 30, 2008 15:29:05 GMT -5
Amberly stared at him "Maybe it is stupid, Maybe it isnt, But im not the one who's going to apologies for someone who hardly talks to me since its always about Cassie, Explain that? Why dont i deserve people talking to me? People i love" she said looking at him. |
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