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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 16:01:43 GMT -5
Amberly felt her tears fall out of her eyes and she was holding onto the knife tightly untill it cut all of her hand and she dropped it and she helt her hand crying "But, But if you liked me you could of said, I cant stop liking you and i dont think i can take it any longer without you, Im scared i will do something, Im so scared, Cant we try it?" she cried "Im scared" she said and faced him letting him see her hand and the blood pouring out of it and her top covered in it. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 16:19:05 GMT -5
Lucas didn't say anything he couldn't say anything his eyes were now focused on her hand he was shaking his head and he backed up to the door he never really admitted it before but he had a small fear of blood. He gulped still shaking his head. " Cccovver your hand up Amberly..." he said his whole body pressed against the door his hand on the door handle. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 16:23:36 GMT -5
Amberly looked at her hand and grabbed the towel on the side and she said "Im sorry" she looked at him "I really am" she added "Im not as perfect as you thought now" |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 16:27:28 GMT -5
" Your right your not..." He muttered under his breath knowing it sounded harsh that it was harsh and he couldn't look at her after say that. He really thought she was perfect he never imagined her doing stuff like this everything he thought she was she wasn't well she was still beautiful and still nice and stuff just different some how but yet even after that he still liked her and he decided to add in that bit a bit louder then the your right your not statement. " But who's perfect anyways?" he asked simply and added in " But I still like you..." he finished with. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 16:34:44 GMT -5
Amberly looked at him and walked over to him "Lucas i really like you and i think im beginging to love you" she said and blushed brightly and looked away "Cassie doesnt need to know about what happened" she started. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 16:38:31 GMT -5
" You don't get it though Amberly it's not just because I feel bad about Cassie granted I do but it's also now because well, look at what your doing to yourself.. I.. I just don't know if I can be with someone that hurts themselves.. and I'm sorry..." he said with a sigh his hand still on the door handle as he continued to stare at the ground not able to even look at her yet. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 16:44:40 GMT -5
Amberly shook her head constantly "No dont do that" she said and was close to crying again "Please Lucas, I will stop, Please anything" she said looking at him and picked the knife up and gave it him "Please" She never has been this sure in her hole life of liking someone that much. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 19:06:05 GMT -5
Lucas took the knife from her and then sighed a bit. He wanted to stay mad but he couldn't. " It's alright.. but you got to stop.. please Amberly just stop..." he was pretty much pleading her to stop. He didn't want anything bad to happen to her if she died he didn't know what he'd do. He'd probable end up blaming himself. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 19:10:40 GMT -5
Amberly looked at him and walked towards him more still holding her hand closley to her chest "I really am sorry" she said and looked down then back at him. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 19:20:52 GMT -5
Lucas stayed by the door but his hand was no longer on the door handle as he put the knife in his pocket. There was no way he was letting her have the knife back right now and he knew he would be steering her away from any sharp objects now incase she would want to try and cut herself or something like that. But when she said sorry he didn't know if she meant sorry for doing it I won't do it again or sorry I won't stop. " Sorry, for what exactly?" he asked a bit of bitterness in his voice that he was trying to hide but he had a feeling it came out in his voice a bit anyways. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 19:26:33 GMT -5
Amberly looked down then at him "For what i have been doing, I promise i will stop" she said and she touched his arm with the hand she didnt hurt. She looked at her hand on his arm and smiled lightly feeling him felt amazing. Its what she wants badly. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 19:34:47 GMT -5
When she had touched him it sent shivers down his spine and he couldn't really control himself anymore he could before because he wasn't sure if she liked him or not but now that he knew she did that she wanted to be with him he had no more control he took his hands cupping her face in his hands and kissed her with a lot of passion he had been holding for her for a long time now. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 19:41:18 GMT -5
Amberly was smiling so much against his lips as he kissed her, which hit her in shock but felt so right and amazing. She kissed him back even more, more pasion and more eager. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 19:58:30 GMT -5
Lucas continued to kiss her with more passion his hands still on her face but after awhile he pulled back and muttered a " Good.." referring to her stopping with her cutting herself. But then he went in for another kiss not really being able to control himself all that well right now. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 20:16:36 GMT -5
Amberly smiled and kept kissing him more and more and backed to her bed pulling him with her as she kept kissing him. |
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