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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 20:21:49 GMT -5
Lucas continued to kiss her his hands on her waist now as he followed her back to her bed. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 20:25:40 GMT -5
Amberly backed onto the bed as she got there pulling him onto her as she kept kissing him. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 20:27:48 GMT -5
He placed his hands on each side of her next to her on the bed so that he was hovering over top of her as he continued to kiss her. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 20:35:40 GMT -5
Amberly kept kissing him more and more eager and was running her hands up his top not really thinking what they was doing but kissing him still. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 20:40:04 GMT -5
Lucas was also not really paying attention to what they were doing as he continued to kiss her. He had been wanting this.. wanting her for so long that as he kissed her he got lost in the moment with her. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 20:49:48 GMT -5
Amberly carried on kissing him more pulling his top up and over his head kissing him still, They was legal but was they ready? However Amberly wasnt thinking she was just kissing him so much not being able to stop herself its what she wants, She didnt even think about him seeing the cuts over her body. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 20:53:48 GMT -5
Lucas hadn't even realized his shirt was off now as he continued to kiss her his hands going under her shirts now rubbing her back. But then he snapped back into reality feeling her cuts on her back he swallowed a bit pulling back from her shaking his head. " Amberly... we've got to stop..." he said looking away from her as he sat up on her bed his head in his hands. What was he thinking they hadn't even been together a day and they almost went.. all the way. He knew they may think they were ready for that but deep down they probable really weren't. They hadn't even told each other they loved each other yet or even been together long at all. it wasn't that Lucas wanted to stop it was more that he had to stop. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 21:06:47 GMT -5
Amberly nodded and sat up too she felt really bad "Im sorry, I shouldnt of tried to go further i wasnt thinking" she said and looked away from him, What made him stop? Soon as his hand went along her back he stopped, did he stop because of the cuts? |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 21:22:34 GMT -5
Lucas looked up and shook his head lightly. " It's alright.. don't worry about it I got lost in the moment for a bit too..." he said with a shrug. Hoping she won't catch on to why he was no longer in the moment he'd feel bad if she found out it just startled him feeling the cuts that was all. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 21:25:31 GMT -5
Amberly looked at him "Why did you stop? I know we was going to fast but why did you stop? Do you hate my body? The way i am?" she started
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 21:28:27 GMT -5
Lucas shook his head. " No, I err..." he didn't know what to say he was stumped for words. " It's just.." he paused deciding it was best to just be honest. " The cuts..." he muttered under his breath turning away from her as he stared at the wall. " I could feel them..." he added in still staring at the wall though. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 21:32:01 GMT -5
Amberly nodded "Im sorry" she said and looked away "I really am" she added and pulled her knees to her chest and put her head on her knees. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 21:33:50 GMT -5
" It's alright..." he stated simply because he really had no idea what else to say or do for that matter. He sighed a bit his head back in his hands. Feeling really bad now. |
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Post by 'amberly sarah winchester' on Jan 1, 2009 21:37:58 GMT -5
Amberly stayed like that for a while then lent over and touched his hands with hers and stroked them "Will that stop us being together?" she asked meaning everytime he touches her. |
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Post by Lucas Toller on Jan 1, 2009 21:41:25 GMT -5
Lucas had not yet looked at her after what happened but lightly grabbed her hand. " Well, no as long as you no longer cut yourself..." he said. |
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